sai

Although I just started watching running man again, the feels still struck me. They're like a family and his spot was irreplaceable. Need to catch up another 180 episodes :/

Songs that I feel are decent besides the one I listed previously: BTS "Blood Sweat and Tears ‘ (피 땀 눈물)" Got7's "Hard Carry(하드캐리)" Taeyeon's "11:11" T-ARA's Tiamo (띠아모) Songs that are underated that i feel should get some love: MAMAMOO's Decalcomanie (데칼코마니) ASTRO's Confession (아스트로 - 고백)

3 songs Boy Groups: Infinite's "The Eye(태풍)" EXO-CBX's "Hey Mama!" BtoB's "I'll be your man (기도)" Girl groups: Blackpink's "Playing with fire (불장난)" IOI's "Very Very Very(너무너무너무)" TWICE "TT"

Currently the games I'm playing (in order): - Dota 2 - Counter Strike: Global Offense - Osu! - Street Fighter 5 (on ps4) - AuditionSEA Games I have but I dont play (unless u jio :D): - Left 4 Dead 2 - Magicka: Wizard Wars 2 - Dont Starve together - Hearthstone - Overwatch (on ps4) - Mortal Kombat X (on ps4) - COD Black Ops 3 (on ps4)

The phrase which I assume is relatable to most in individuals. The feeling where you experienced it feels fucked up so be sure to not take things for granted even if it is the slightest thing.

Ever since the start of tertiary studies in TP, I had my priorities set to the worst possible. It got me feeling like shit only to realise after my poor performance this semester.  my term test was A's or B+ at the very least for the tested subject before my progression went haywire from there. I have been sacrificing too much time in other things like CCAs and socializing where the main purpose of being in school is to achieve grades. Maybe it could due to difference in culture compared to secondary schools. At least now I learned from to keep a sharp thinking to provision against my mistakes in the previous semester.

A summarized story because I'm lazy xD. Back then, I was just a typical guy you would expect to know from all walks of life. I am not that unique or a person who stands out among a crowd. I clearly had not much stuff to look forward to on my free time. I would just laze around or maybe watch anime. Anime was there for me to just kill time and not because I was avid into it (  I wasn't a weeb or otaku to begin with  ). Not forgetting, I also watched more than 100 episodes of running man just to kill time. (  this is where i only knew the surface of Korea like SNSD, APink , Big Bang, etc  ) My school life was not really that interesting (  secondary school  ). I don't really have a particular personality so mixing around with people wasn't really a hassle between both sides. I have a handful close friends who sincerely treats me well. I was selfish back then because I did not want to be treated like that but I learn to appreciate them. I learn a lot...

zzzzzz... Its 1.41am and tommorow lessons starts at 8am. The thing I worry is the moment I lose my momentum writing my essay. Coincidentally, it is the day TWICE releases their new comeback that I am having my O levels. Haha, at least I can shove away the stress in me with the melody of their songs.

I got to admit, this song made me teared. I only listened it moments ago because I wanted to know the translation of the song to add more feels to it. I feel that this song was dedicated to us ONCE. I mean like the vibes gave a connection to me and TWICE. I swear this is going to be my "moral booster" song whenever i feel down or stress out. To show that TWICE will always be there for us. Sana crying makes me very emotional. lovely reactions from Dubu.. she will always be there to comfort others like what she did when Sana cried. Dubu had 2 proper lines in that songs which kinda made me love the song even more.

I have played CSGO for almost 1000 hours with almost 700 competitive matches in my gameplay history. The game leans towards the individual assets of the player rather than team execution and strategies. Although that is needed in that game, but the objective will fair in which person shoots better. :). I am stating all these because I play alot of dota and that both games are significantly different. However, they are still a team game. The game is fun especially when play with friends. To be reliable to your friends and being depended on feels good towards the individual. To be able to work out a strategy to dominate the enemy brings out satisfaction if it actually succeeded. Things we did so we can get closer to one another. Even there is some tilt moments here and there. we all know we lose as a team and at the very least, did our best AND HAVE FUN! Unless that person is on a competitive level where losing a game feels like losing a part of him because the game revolves his life. ...

Damn, i was amazed by the concept. Even if the theme is similar to "Ooh Ahh" era where its for the halloween festive, I'm amused by how they are pulling of the "village girl" looks which was unexpected.. well for me I suppose. kudos to JYP for that. To add on, I really love the make up alot. It kinda reminds me of GFRIEND's recent comback "Navillera" when i first saw it. OK FOR THE intro*(possibly)  MUSIC, pretty catchy, they still stick to the same style but THEY ARE PULLING OFF CUTE CHOREOS WHICH ARE PRONE TO SLAY ME. (yes chaeyoung im refering to you). I kinda like how momo reuses the nico pose. I SHALL WAIT FOR THEIR comeback. I shall stand by a casket for myself too.

For the past few days, I was busy, :/. At the same time, money fly away :(

As time already told me, I given up being serious on dota... but I still play it regularly as its the game that I grew up with and until now I still find it fun. Don't mind my previous posts. I looked back and laughed too. Oh yeah, before I forgot, I'm back to blogging. My MMR is pretty shitty right now compared to 2 years ago