sai

many things happened in a year, I've been through a lot with many kinds of people. Though it's mostly sheer blood, sweat, tears, it was hella fun and it has gladly opened myself to many perspective and views.

I've came to a point where I lost my touch of happiness and freewill. It's like I'm captivated from the fun and joy where I used to experience back then. I'm not sure why but I supposed this is what reality meant. At the same time, I'm relieved that I'm not all happy like before because the world is a cruel place to begin with. I'm aware of that.